Did I stop drinking coffee? – Personal

*A letter:

My dear readers,

The thing with writing is, it just so happens. The thing with writing passionately is, sometimes it just doesn´t work. I may have rejected my coffee page up here a (big) little bit within the previous months and I would like to share with you why.

People started asking me when there will be fresh content coming or whether there will be articles coming. I have to admit, I do feel a bit guilty given the fact that I used to share good coffee stuff quite regularly. And let me tell you, I have always enjoyed it soo so much.

IMG_0951To be honest, every few weeks I was sitting in front of my screen and intended to write an article for you – be it a review about a new spot, a fresh playlist or even an interview about a coffee entrepreneur. Some of you may wonder, has there been a shortage of good coffee places lately? Or, could it be that there are too many out there to get them in order and write lovely recommendations? Or maybe even questioned if I stopped drinking coffee at all?

My dear coffee mates,  it´s none of the three.

I moved to another country. I loved it there. I created a life there. Things went well. But also, things went not so well sometimes. I started missing my old place as in my home country. I came to visit. Still, I had my projects and certain priorities in the country abroad. At the same time, I was longing for so many things back home. I missed them. I missed my people. Then, things paid off and came to the end spurt phase abroad. I had fun. I started traveling again. I came back. Something was still missing. I moved back to my home country. I loved it there. Things went well. But also some not so well. I was sad. I was happy. I started traveling again. And the result of all of this? Precious time to figure out what works for me and what not. Precious time with people back home and abroad. Precious time for myself. And what else? The feeling of chance. I have changed as a person. So did my people. So did both places. Of course, everything changes. The world is in motion. All the time. Safety feelings come and go. Fun times come and go. Worrying times come and go. Thoughts come and go. And before you know it, you find yourself living between two worlds, between two places, within decisions, within thoughts, within worries, within joy and love and tears.

What I have learned: you simply cannot live the same life in two different places (or make them three or five). You think you can, but you just can´t. There will always be some things missing, be it, people, be it a regular place you go to, be it basic things. Every place is unique. Once you start exploring, you start adapting to a certain level. That needs time. Take the time. It is constantly evolving really. Things do you good and perhaps do you good for a lifetime. Things do you good at this very stage in life but not in the long run. Fear sometimes stops you. And that is the hardest part of all. You do something, you start realizing to be capable of doing it, it´s great, it´s tough, it´s great, it´s tough – you did it, and then? The then is uncertain. Which is terrible but so exciting at the same time. And there lies the beauty in it, I guess.

So, what about the coffee question then?
I can assure you to 100% – I certainly did not stop drinking coffee. I am having my regular two cups a day. In the morning and in the afternoon, sometimes it´s three actually. I still have this great passion for exploring new and beloved coffee gems. Actually, there is plenty I put on hold just because I had no inspirational writing minutes on my hands. Furthermore, I even have a great interview coming for you soon. This coffee page is a true gem for me. It allows me to express my passion with a bit of a personal touch ever now and then. I would not give that up. It is to a certain level a part of me. And I hope you can understand why I neglected it a bit in the past time. It just did not feel right to write. And I want to keep it that way, writing out of passion and I can feel it, the time is coming again, slowly but surely. I am excited about that and I am going to end this personal letter with a smile now. And do me a favor, please allow yourself to smile too.

Carmen X

Fun Fact: I quite enjoyed writing sooo many short sentences – probably half of them are starting with AND – just random but structured thoughts collecting really, maybe I should do that more often. AND for now, enjoy your afternoon coffee:)

 

1 year – quite a coffee journey

Perhaps the title says it already, perhaps it is just a title. That should be up to you. Certain milestones in life come and go, so do celebrations and setbacks. What they all have in common is..certainly all of them are unpredictable.
Life is colourful. Sometimes darker, sometimes lighter colours may appear. Most importantly, it is entirely up to you which colours you want to make a wee bit shinier and which you plan to erase a bit day by day in your life.

– Kind of pictured writing, right? So I guess it is time for a brief philosophical-ish story on that point…well because, happy coffee blog anniversary by the way! 😉 

Speaking of being the manager of your life colours, let me give you an example: I clearly never saw myself sharing personal words online with a special interest community someday. Maybe it was my life situation back in summer or just purely creativity which lead and convinced me to. What matters is the fact that I just tried it out. Because why the coffee hell not?? As long as you be yourself, nothing is willing to turn out super bad for you. That is for sure. Well, I am super glad I did start this coffee site exactly one year ago in August. I have been enjoying taking you along on my coffee journey ever since and I am curious how things are going to be and change within the next year. Maybe we are turning to a sort of similar post like this one again, just a year later on. Let us be curious and see.

Hence it feels nice and good to use this occasion to say thank you. Readers are precious, they truly are. Some have been there since the very beginning, some are stopping by every once in a while, a few may never become ones and some maybe turn back one day.  Truly colourful. I am very delighted to have you and be able to inspire and support your day on the coffee side of life. 😉

Thank you and all the best,
Carmen

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